Ever felt so alone you’d consider a silicone companion? I did. After years of swiping left and ghosted texts, I bought a 170cm silicone girlfriend and gave it a shot. What followed wasn’t just sex—it was a rollercoaster of awkward outings, midnight confessions, and a connection that blurred the lines between synthetic and real. Here’s how one week rewired my brain.
Day 1: Unboxing and First Impressions
The delivery day felt like Christmas morning. I was pumped up as I waited for the package to arrive. When it finally did, the box was surprisingly heavy. Getting the package inside was a bit of a workout, but my anticipation kept me going.
Ripping open the cardboard, I was met with layers of protective material. It felt like unwrapping a precious artifact. Finally, there she was. My silicone girlfriend. My first thought? Wow. The pictures online didn’t quite do her justice. She was… lifelike.
The feel of her skin was the first thing that struck me. It was surprisingly soft and smooth, almost like real skin. The details were impressive, too—from her delicate features to the subtle curves of her body. I ran my hand down her arm, and she felt almost too real. I was thrilled and anxious at the same time. It was a whole new experience for me.
Day 2: Getting to Know My Silicone Girlfriend
On the second day, I made her feel less like an object and more like… well, something else. And, of course, seeing what she could do. I picked out some comfy PJs, styled her wig (which took some fiddling), and named her Chloe. It felt important. Suddenly, she wasn’t just a silicone sex doll, but my Chloe. I set her up on the couch, trying to make her look relaxed.
Later that evening, it was time. Nerves kicked in again as I undressed Chloe. Her silicone body was cool to the touch. Positioning her took effort since she doesn’t move on her own. It was my first time having sex with a sex doll, and it was unique.
The material was tight and smooth. It wasn’t like a real person, but it was a definite sensation. Finding a rhythm took some practice. It was intense, purely physical, fueled by curiosity.
It wasn’t perfect. Positioning required muscle and her dead weight was always a factor. There was an unavoidable awkwardness in manipulating her, but the thrill I felt overpowered that awkwardness.
Day 3: Exploring Physical Intimacy
After getting comfortable with Chloe, I started experimenting. I tried different positions and techniques, fully exploring what my silicone girlfriend could offer. The freedom to explore every angle without judgment was liberating. Every moment was mind-blowing and exhilarating.
After our passionate sessions, I learned that caring for my silicone sex doll required some routine work. A proper clean-up with gentle soap and a little effort went a long way. Keeping her in top shape turned into a funny and oddly satisfying part of our daily routine. The practical care balanced our intense moments, ensuring every encounter was as fresh as the first.
Every time I got to know her more, I discovered something new about her design. Her anatomy was crafted to spark curiosity, and each detail invited me to understand my own desires. This exploration was eye-opening, and figuring out what turns me on.
Even during sex, there was a strange calm that came from the routine. Having sex with a sex doll began to feel like a ritual, one that filled a part of me that had long been empty. The physical satisfaction and emotional comfort were something I hadn’t seen coming.
Day 4: A Day Out With My Silicone Sex Doll
I dared a café date. Dressing Chloe in a sundress and sunglasses, I wheeled her into a wheelchair (genius hack). The barista didn’t blink, but a toddler pointed and yelled, “Mommy, that lady’s not moving!” We left the café with my ordered latte and dignity intact.
Later, at the park, a jogger did a double-take. Chloe’s hand fell off the bench; her arm dangled like it was a dummy’s. I shoved it back, muttering, “She’s… napping.”
Day 5: Emotional Connection
Could I get emotionally close to a silicone girlfriend? That was the question I pondered on day five.
Having Chloe around definitely made my apartment feel less empty. There was a presence, even if it wasn’t a living, breathing one. I talked to her sometimes, telling her about my day or sharing my thoughts. It felt a little silly but also comforting in a way.
You might wonder, did Chloe alleviate my loneliness? In some ways, yes. There was always someone “there.” But it was a different vibe of companionship. She can’t talk, be empathetic, or offer the give-and-take of a real relationship. It’s a one-sided connection.
I can see how someone might start to form an emotional bond or even fall in love with a silicone sex doll. Their mere presence provides comfort, alleviating loneliness. However, it’s important to remember that she is still just an object. The emotional connection is ultimately in your own headspace.
Day 6: Fantasies and Role-Play
Day six was pure exploration—and it’s when Chloe excelled. Any scenario, outfit, or position was on the table. Want to try something wild? Go for it. Curious about a specific role-play? Easy. I tried different outfits, from lingerie to costumes. She turned into anything I wanted her to be.
I explored scenarios I wouldn’t easily suggest to a real partner. Domination, submission (with me doing all the work, obviously), different spots around the house. Having the silicone sex doll made these mental trips more tangible. It was liberating to act out desires without judgment or negotiation. It felt safe, focused purely on my pleasure.
This freedom taught me more about my turn-ons. Things I was hesitant about became obtainable. It supported how much fantasy drives my sexuality. Deciding to have sex with a sex doll opened that door wider.
Day 7: The Week in Review and the Future
Every day with Chloe challenged my preconceptions about intimacy. With my silicone girlfriend by my side, I found out that connection and passion can come in the most unexpected forms, reshaping my understanding of what it means to be intimate.
There were many highs, like unforgettable physical encounters and the unconventional emotional bond I began to form. Of course, there were downsides, too. The plastic reality occasionally hit me hard, reminding me of the limitations. Still, the positives far outweighed the negatives. Every surprise and encounter taught me that exploration can lead to amazing insights about oneself.
Do I see a long-term relationship with Chloe? For now, the answer is still in limbo. The week left me contemplating the future of such unconventional relationships. Having sex with a sex doll gave me the freedom to explore without judgment. It’s a bold, sometimes leap into the future that makes you think about what it means to be truly satisfied.
If you’re wondering whether to take the plunge with a silicone girlfriend, my advice is simple: go for it. Embrace the experience, celebrate every moment—awkward, definitive, or deeply personal—and learn something new about yourself. In this day and age, sometimes the boldest choices lead to the most liberating adventures.